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[11 Jun 2007|07:38pm] |
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I'm moving.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) rejoining_stars
I may still post here. I durno.
Thanks.
//For those of you on dA, I've moved. Contact me in private. Please check my YGallery as well (also neptuneclear) since I post art there way more often.
That's all.
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[09 Apr 2007|08:32pm] |
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i met with wesley, and we had a cup of coffee, and we talked about things. he was twenty-eight, and his hair had turned red but was still really curly, and they were from some state that got tornados and had an O in it. i asked him where jeremy was, and he didnt know, but he was able to give me his full name, but i dont think their last name was jones. maybe he changed it to get away from his past...? he was really sorry for the way he treated me when we were kids, and i said it's ok because he had a lot of shit going on and if god can forgive people who loathe him and do his enemy's work, murderers, rapists, and child abusers, surely a man can forgive another man for accidents that happened when they were children.
and then he was my dad, and my mom was there too, and we were having dinner and not coffee, and i didn't want my mom there because i actually wanted to talk and not listen to their arguing. i kept thinking mom was going to ruin it with her smart mouth and inability to forgive. i just wanted to talk to him... to know him... but... he made the mistake of saying something that my mom could interpret as criticism (something about where we were having dinner and how it was cheap? probably golden corral, since i ate there a lot as a kid) and... it was all over, and so i woke up. but i remember he was handsome in a mundane way, and he had no hair on his head, and a mousache, and he looked a bit like my grandpa (on my mother's side) did when he was 40.
i feel like crying because all these ghosts from the past seem to want to come haunt me now, but i think i called on them on my own, so i'm the one to blame for it all.
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[08 Mar 2007|08:57pm] |
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Wow. So. Yeah no one sees this shiz >_>; But I feel as though I've neglected it too long.
So woo. Fresh entry.
Silly Aydoo shaved his head. I miss playing Maple Story with hiiiim. Oh well, I guess.
Ahh... Animazement woooo I guess. And such.
I need to draw some porn to stick on Y!Gallery. Lolz. I dont think you get popular there unless you post at least one really, really giant cock. Or Naruto/Sasuke. Kinda sick of all the Axel/Roxas, to be perfectly honest.
Pretty sure that's it.
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[22 Feb 2007|12:12am] |
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i just... i can't think anymore... every two minutes i'm crying again... i don't know how much longer i can take this.
i dont... i screwed up somewhere and... i don't know. i'm so sick of everything right now.
it feels like i'm crying for help, for once... and this time no one will listen... where were all those people who were around when i didnt want them...?
i hate you, ian.
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[20 Feb 2007|06:00pm] |
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i feel like crap.
i feel overwhelmed...
tired...
tired is a really good way to put it, right now.
tired of being nice and getting shit in return.
tired of being a bitch because being nice is useless.
tired of acting cheery because any day i don't people keep asking what's wrong.
tired of no one really caring what's wrong but asking anyway.
tired of worrying about money.
tired of my mom bitching.
tired of expectations, resceduling, forgotten appointments.
tired of calling places.
tired of applications.
tired of trying, i think.
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[28 Dec 2006|11:16pm] |
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Ahah, so.
My tablet died. My braaaand new Wacom Graphire4. I got it three months ago. asdjsldfs'.
If you'd like to make me extremely happy, you can commission me or you can just sit and watch me suffer.
But, until I get a new one, I will be writing more. Sooo. Yeah.
I see LJ changed a little, far as submitting entries. Do not like. Grah.
Anyway. Tablet funds: $35/$105
Donate and make me love you forever. Do eeeet.
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[12 Dec 2006|12:03am] |
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23:51:33 <Metar> Some idiot unlatched the magnet on the door to hold it open at the gym.
23:51:36 <Crazyhedgehog> lol
23:52:00 <Metar> And it closed in front of me. So I beat the door and screamed "DOOOOR WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN MEEE???"
23:52:22 <Metar> And then the guy started walking faster.
23:52:39 <Metar> So, I thought about suicied.
23:52:54 <Metar> So i liek trid
23:53:02 <Metar> and faild
23:53:07 <Metar> so i tod my mom
23:53:22 <neptuneclear> lmao
23:53:30 <Metar> And my mom got scared ans said "You're movin' with your auntie and your uncle in Bel-Air."
23:53:36 <Dr1010> OH MY GOD
23:53:39 * Dr1010 came
23:53:39 <Metar> So I said no u and ran away.
23:53:49 <Metar> I was then hit by a van and died.
23:53:58 <Metar> I'm writing this from hell.
23:54:11 <Metar> The moral of the story is [CENSORED BY THE CIA]
23:55:17 <Metar> Where's that one picture of that fox from a disney movie with that shiteating grin and the wide eyes captioned: " I CAME"
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[01 Dec 2006|11:10pm] |
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Eh. Anyway.
Challenge: 30 Angsts; #3, substituting Black
Series: Kingdom Hearts II
Pairing(s): Roxas-centric, with the occasional Axel and Riku thrown in
Rating: G-PG so far
( You shouldn't be here, Roxas. You don't belong in the Darkness. )
#4 should be up sometime today or tomorrow night.
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| Oh, woe |
[11 Nov 2006|11:15pm] |
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So. I've been away awhile. (Ahah like you really missed me).
Quick Updates:
+Cosplaying as Organization!Riku at AZ 2007, May 25-27 (Let me know if you'll be there!)
+Completed brief Thomas reference
+Completed gift art for VampireKat
+Still working on fanfics (Nope, you can't escape them <3)
+Started a little something on Wednesday, and I'm 4/10ths done. Hoorah.
+Secret project is in FULLSWING. Those of you on dA, keep your eyes peeled.
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| Gay movie, why are you pending with 9 sources? |
[28 Oct 2006|03:34pm] |
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Ahah. Harry & Max is a cute movie. There's also another one I want about werewolves but I can't for the life of me remember what it is called. But werewolfism is kind of a euphemism for gay because the town is all like, "boo werewolves" and the werewolf is like "lawl buttsecks" and listens to Cher but not really.
Anyway. I joined like fifty million fanfic challenges, for a grand total of 80-100 fics so far. Also, soon I will be joining the Halloween Challenge, as soon as the guy posts it. Really he ought to have gotten his stuff together sooner. Halloween is fast approaching and I do not have time to write 10 fics in a few days.
I do like zombies. Mmmm. Maybe I will draw one with my AWESOME NEW GRAPHIRE4. Oh yes.
Behold, fanfickage:
Title(s): 01 Broken, 02 Toys
Author: NeptuneClear
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing(s): None, just Roxa
Challenge: 30 Angsts
Author Notes: I haven't played KH:CoM, nor have I read anything else official, so please ignore discrepancies ^^;
( Broken )
( Toys )
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[25 Oct 2006|11:10am] |
Okay. So. Yeah.
Tablet stiiiiill isn't here. Had kind of a weird night last night. Got to bed early, though (23:27) come to find out my mom doesn't get back into Smithfield until... well, not yet. I needed to be at school at 11:15 for a meeting. This is the second day in a row I've missed Precalculus Trig. Also, the strips for the Halloween Chain aren't in because I couldnt get construction paper last night... But I did get a back of Newports, hurrah.
More fanfics and writing shit to come, no worries. I suddenly remembered that I can write Final Fantasy VIII, Fushigi Yuugi, and Gundam Wing fanfiction, because I have seen those. Yaaaaay.
Mom just stormed in a-bitchin, so off I go.
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| Horizons (ahaha LONG) |
[22 Oct 2006|04:29pm] |
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Well. My tablet won't get here until the 27th at the earliest, so I can't draw. Since I can't draw, I will write. Also, since I joined like 4 new communities, I will contribute. Alas, crossposted, so I apologize for spamming you.
So here's my baby-in-progress. Chapter 3 should be up later tonight or tomorrow. Maybe.
Title: Horizons
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing(s): Sora/Kairi, Axel/Roxas, Sora/Riku (in later chapters)
Rating: 14+ to R for language and suggestive material
Spoilers: Kingdom Hearts II
Warnings: Shounen-ai, hints at underaged sex (Ch. 3)
Chapter 1 - Riku finds something strange in Sora's room one night.
( He fell asleep, waiting for you... )
Chapter 2 - [SPOILERS] - An explination and a promise between friends.
( We should make a promise... That we'll never leave each other again. No matter what. )
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| Alarm clocks, you fail me. |
[22 Oct 2006|12:01pm] |
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Hurrah, my layout is working~ Almost. Now it's only flaws are it is ugly and the navigation part is off-center :3
Okay, so. Because I am poor, I do not have shelves, so I do not have an alarm clock because that would just be tacky. I use my cellphone, which has a lovely shrill annoying vibrating alarm.
HOWEVER
You only have to press one button to turn it off. This is very inconvenient when becomes habit to just roll over and press the button at those wee hours in the morning.
Alarm clock, if you would just keep going despite my wishes, I might wake up in time for Latin.
They need to make you press a series of randomly generated keys to prove that you are really as awake as they would have you believe.
Hurrah~ rainy days. Bad news: my laundry room is OUTSIDE. Good news: I am a filthy unwashed person and do not mind going to school in dirty clothes.
Emo people on the Discovery Channel make me irate.
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[22 Oct 2006|12:16am] |
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Mrrr... Layouts look stupid without entries in the previews.
Edit: And even moreso when the CSS does not work.
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